Saturday, March 10, 2012

Kaleidoscope MoonDreamer

So! I've had a lot of fun making kaleidoscopic images with MoonDreamer :)
Massive amounts of procrastination going on here.

Friday, March 9, 2012

"I know you don't understand, and how could I expect you to?"

"I know you don't understand, and how could I expect you to? I can't understand it myself. I do need you to know that the things you're thinking are wrong. I do love you. I'm sorry for the shit that I've put you through." Author Unknown

Moon Dreamer

Moon Dreamer finished!
For now, I might add a moon behind her but I've not decided yet! Better scan's/ photographs to come!

"Maybe I'd get my life on track,, And start to focus my attack,, On all the things my life just lacks,, And start to claw my passion back,, Instead of living like a hack,"

Dan Le Sac vs Scroobius Pip - Look For the Woman
In context to the full song this doesn't apply. But this section of lyrics is what I feel I need at the moment. Desperately.
Swap the "Maybe I'd" For "I need to" and bang on. It's easier said than done though. I need to rid these negative vibes!!

The Girly Weekend

Two of my lovelies

Me and the ladies

My teacup pie. Terrible photo I admit but I was too eager to taste it! And boy it was DELICIOUS! 
I wish I could go home for a few days. The first time in nearly 2 years I've properly longed for Nottingham. Never thought I'd get this feeling.x

Thursday, March 8, 2012

There Is Nothing To Fear But Fear Itself.

Fear is one of my biggest downfalls. I'm getting so behind with things because of my own fears and something somewhere is turning it into a horrible cycle on myself.

I feel like a big fat failure.
A lot of self loathing going on right now.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Aztec Princess

Aztec Princess
Pastiche/ Homage to the incredible, Anne Sofie Madsen.
I don't have a lot to say at the moment.
Brimming with nerves for thursday.

Monday, March 5, 2012

The Universe is shaped exactly like the Earth, if you go Straight long enough you'll end up where You were.

So it's been a little while, sorry about that!
I've just had a really lovely weekend with these two lovely ladies and tea, coffee, cakes, yoga, drinks, dancing, shopping, fab food the lot!
I am exhausted! I need to take more photos again!
The sky has been really beautiful recently, I've spent a lot of time day dreaming in the sky instead of working on the presentation I'm supposed to be doing on thursday. It is stressing me out far too much. I'm making a video (which is horrible) of it because I physically can't get up and do it. Eurgh. I feel sick at the 
very thought of it!
Boomtown fair 2011
I'm having so many headaches at the moment too which might be related to my stressing over this presentation. have however found comfort in knowing that I'm not weird for enjoying my own company more of the time than not. A friend of mine says she's the same and spends a lot of time on her own. I was starting to think I was abnormal but I'm not so that makes me happy :)
Apologies for the whiney post and the lack of general postage! Be back on the game soon!
 Hope you're all well, more illustration on it's way too!
And the finished Moon-Dreamer is on her way! Yeah exciting times!